f Abdullah Ahmad Badawi steps down since 9th of March 2008, to focus on his personal search of Abadi, perhaps he could have found it. But, Abdullah Ahmad Badawi has prefered to stay on the Chair of the Prime Minister, possibly until mid 2010, thus he is doing much more disaster now to himself and others too. Particularly to PAS and Pakatan Rakyat.
A DELICATE BALANCE BETWEEN A DACHING DUNIA KINI OR A DACHING AKHIRAT MENANTI
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Still Searching For Abadi Not Found Yet
In Wondering He Lost The Malay Votes In UMNO And Malaysia
In Wandering He Back Pushing Islam Hadhari To Grovel Islam Ala-PAS
But, Abdullah Ahmad Badawi did not do one disaster, he did many, as a leader and his leadership, he did it his in family, in party, in coalition, in government, neighboring countries, and abroad too.
The tick of time is so fast now and beyond, for a weak, slow, sleepy leader, Abdullah Ahmad Badawi.
The doings he did not do, and the not to be done that he did, Abdullah Ahmad Badawi, is the doer to himself and others too, choking to suffocation, and decaying to an inevitable death.
What stone can Abdullah Ahmad Badawi stand on now? What branch can Abdullah Ahmad Badawi cling on now?
Family, Friend, Fans…who?
In darkness, within this endarkenment, Abdullah Ahmad Badawi grabs what is near and available, in an attempt to have more time given to continue the initial search of Abadi.
So, Malay, and Islam.
Abdullah Ahmad Badawi is a leader who is first Melayu. He may be seen a bit confuse about Semangat 46, but Abdullah Ahmad Badawi has been with UMNO since.
An Individual Melayu can be a Melayu and talk about Melayu and fight for Melayu, and engrossed only totally Melayu.
For example, Persatuan Orang Melayu Untuk Melayu.
But.
A leader of Malaysia, more so the Prime Minister Of Malaysia, cannot be a Melayu who does all that, but shall be successful as a Melayu doing for all Malaysians and Malaysia.
A Muslim, one who submits and surrender, with an option of total, is one who ask, seek, when found, an Islam in accordance to The God.
But.
On earth, one cannot be a Muslim, when one introduces another which is not ordained by The God, such as Islam Hadhari.
Similar to other forms of Islam throughout the world and around the globe, with so many names, each will think her or his is the right one, then so engrossed in it, a blunder, forever…
After the Malaysian 12th General Election, the sweetness of winning the historical best earlier, has been turned a bitterness into the historical worst now.
Why?
Well, the honeymooning between 2004 to 2008, has been filled with sleep, and when not awake, there shall be no awakening toward Abadi.
Abdullah Ahmad Badawi can understand more on this about his searching for Abadi, if he remembers the Wise relating to us the story of Agas, and the verse about Light in Chapter 24, of The Book from The God.
Agas is the insect surrounding where light is. Agas in darkness, prefering to go and meet The God, and was informed about this Light, and in the searching, this Agas mistakenly took the lamp of light as The God; The Light.
To Abdullah Ahmad Badawi, UMNO is no longer an entity a President can be supreme. Abdullah Ahmad Badawi no longer gets the total number of Malays in UMNO. Even the majority of Malays in UMNO who once trusted him, is continuously decreasing now. Abdullah Ahmad Badawi still gets a handful of loyalists and supporters in UMNO. But, these cannot be the sincere, for each can has individual interest and not the leadership of Abdullah Ahmad Badawi himself. He can feel this if Abdullah Ahmad Badawi can once be sincere to himself.
To Abdullah Ahmad Badawi, Islam Hadhari is good if not the best. Even so, if Islam Hadhari is truest to The God. All the promotion and the Ringgit Malaysia involved in this promotion, the young has been using the internet and each of them did not spend much money, just a few pictures of a leader leading a sembahyang, and then in a party hands touching other women, and this alone is enough to be a lasting joke upon Islam Hadhari, in cyberspace within the bloggosphere.
A lesson to those who mocks The God.
So, Abdullah Ahmad Badawi is seen on a delicate balance, between to pursue a daching dunia, or a daching akhirat.
Thus, of all the political parties in Malaysia, Abdullah Ahmad Badawi, can see a chance of remaining in power, and retaining sitting on the Chair, and this party is PAS.
PAS is a party seen lower than UMNO, but higher in the public acceptance.
PAS is a party seen a loser than UMNO, but winning more states and having more Menteri Besar, earlier in kelantan only, now to include Kedah and Perak.
PAS is a party seen dress funny than UMNO, but the Taqwa is higher.
So, a simple preference to continue in power and proceed to sit on the Chair, what Abdullah Ahmad Badawi is involved in, the what secret meetings between UMNO and PAS, if…in a name of unity, this Abdullah Ahmad Badawi move, has disunited the beauty of PAS as a political party, and has disunited the small loyalty left in UMNO.
If Abdullah Ahmad Badawi continues to search for ways to continue as the Prime Minister Of Malaysia, the Chairman Of Barisan Nasional, and the President Of UMNO, he can possibly be lost more than a loser, and the Abadi he has been searching for since, is becoming further in terms of distance, and away from where he is now and where he is heading.
The God willing, a possibility is to step down honorably from all these Chairs, a personal return to The God, and the Abadi search can possibly end because Abdullah Ahmad Badawi at last has found it.
Hopefully.
When found, good for him, he found it, and good for us the Public Of Malaysians and the Republic Of Malaysia, Abdullah Ahmad Badawi no longer on the Chair.